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nevermind. thanks for the offers and sympathies (the few that i received, FRIENDS. haha jk) but school is BOOOOOOOOO. hate registration. and i won't be needing the offer anymore. $275 will have to go. I HATE THE SCHOOL SYSTEM!!!

on a brighter note, how is everyone doing? besides this stupid event mentioned above, i am great. :) will be seeing everyone soon enough- i'm not back yet yoos. miss u all! will post more later. byebye

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QUESTION:

Will anyone be in the LAX AREA either TODAY or TOMORROW between 9am-5pm?
I have a small (big) favor to ask you por favor. You would be saving me $275.00 that i do NOT need to waste right now. Preferrably a GIRL. COME ON FRIENDS I NEED YOU. A small reward included when i return.

POR FAVOR

wow.. it's been a year less one month and 4 days since i last wrote!

hmmm how to do this... to write my inner thoughts to the world... so foreign now. :(

i'll start by yelling inaudibly on the top of my lungs that GOD IS SO GOOD AND SO FAITHFUL.
how unbelieving and foolish i am time and time again, yet even still, He loves me SOOOOO and holds my hand as He moves me to tears of joy. who me? yes me- the cold-hearted, unmoved and all-unemotional me.  :) and to know that it's eternity. and He wants it more than i even know how to want it.

has God been faithful to you? it says i think in Acts somewhere something along the lines of:

if there is any hope, any joy or any consolation in Christ (or from Christ?) then be... hmm dang it i can't find it... but basically to live for Christ, if you've had any kind of comforting from our King.
and that's allll of us, no? :)
if anyone finds that verse can u give me give? :)

Lately, I've been learning that it's okay to be vulnerable. esp when I am before God. that i don't have to understand His love, His ways. they are from above, and i am not. it's strange but i'm growing by in a way going backwards. learning to be a child. learning to call Him Father. He is my King. and now also by Father. and Friend. and Good Shepherd. O my how that is true. :)

for those who have been with me through the lent season and have kept me in your prayers, i thank you so bery bery much. :) it's so great to have a family.... each of them- my bloooood fam, su fam, fabs, and wpca. :) love you guys veryyyy much!

pictures next time. its time to tutor here at the PV library. :) chow (chow... awww so cute!)!

hellow californians and others.

i am currently typing from my Ohioan relatives home. its quite nice here.... not anything like i expected. everything is current and up to date!! yes i know i've been ignorant. they are more technologically savvy than my folks and i are anyway.... they've got internet! wireless! ahaha i know the whole world does except me.

anyways, new jersey, new york, and philly's been fun fun fun. a nice break from all the stress from school i guess.... though i never realized that i was stressed until i finally started (this is for girls only) after about 5 whole months! crazy huh? if you don't get what i'm saying, just move on.

My cousin Joy is a crazy pianist whose fingers each have a life of its own. shes seriously amazing i couldn't believe that she was actually playing what i was hearing. and CJ is very talented also- he was just inducted to his all-white school's national honor's society. and let me go on a little more about this all-white town- they are very ... how to say this... unlearned outside their own race and community. they were so shocked when they saw my sister speaking fluent english. i think they even got annoyed. i don't know. they expected us to be like dummies, and regardless of her fluency and vast knowledge of this nation (far beyond theirs) they continued to talk to her in a sort of condescending manner. boooo to them. they need to get out.

but then again, i'm very ignorant myself. and so if i learned anything from this trip, its to get out of my korean community and learn about the world more.

anyways, enough with the jibber jabber. here's my attempt in posting some pictures. and it works! yayyyyy

do you like seefood?

this is us in Philadelphia eating some yummm philly cheesesteaks. lovely right?

the josh and i also in Philly.

they also at philly... i put this up so i can show the men a prettier picture of my beautiful sis. kakaka

and i leave you with:

bill clinton reveals his strong childhood friendship with michael jackson.

maybe i'll post more later with some ohio and oklahoma pictures. til then, goodbye everyone!

i feeeneeeshed!
my first semester as an otis art student. :)

and it will begin yet again in 12 days or so, but in the mean time,

EAST COAST HERE I COME!!! :)
josh and i are going to jersey to visit the sister plus new york and hopefully see the yup, and then josh leaves back to cali and sister and i drive to ohio to see uncle and fam, and then we leave sister's car there and fly to oklahoma to see the parents (i've been home alone the past week or two) and two other uncles+fams, then i fly back alone on saturday for a full 2 days of fun at church, and then back to good old school. anyone know where to get cheap art supplies???

i miss you all... my dear fabs, roomies, uclas, and those individuals who do not fit into those categories. hope everyone is taking the good cares of theyselves!